
QUEER EXILE
غريب عائد غريب
A personal, poetic documentary tracing the echoes of queerness and displacement across borders. In Queer Exile (2024), Awadalla reflects on the experience of fleeing Egypt and navigating life in Berlin. Through a blend of archival material, performance, and personal narration, the film interrogates memory, survival, and the quiet rebellions that shape lives in exile.

Synopsis
After fleeing Egypt in the wake of the revolution, an exiled activist arrives in Berlin, yearning for safety, reaching for breath. But before he can catch it, he’s placed in a refugee camp, steps away from far-right rallies chanting for his removal. Trapped between what he fled and where he’s landed, he must confront the cost of escape, the ache of memory, and what freedom really means.
Director’s Statement
As the director of Queer Exile, I’m honored to share the story behind a film that began as something deeply personal and has since found resonance with audiences far beyond the world of film festivals.
Displacement, mobility, and the search for belonging have shaped human lives for centuries. Within queer communities, these themes often carry an added weight. Queer Exile is a meditation on what it means to live in exile—on the emotional landscapes of rebellion, longing, and the fragile ways we try to build home when the ground beneath us is constantly shifting.
The film weaves together my own journey from Cairo to Berlin with broader questions about identity and survival. While Germany likes to imagine itself as a beacon of welcome, and Berlin as a queer sanctuary, the lived experiences of queer refugees often tell a more complicated story. Queer Exile seeks to challenge dominant refugee narratives by offering a firsthand perspective—one that hasn’t been filtered through state institutions or media intermediaries.
What started as a personal reflection has become a shared space—thanks to the conversations it’s sparked and the communities it’s reached. I’m especially grateful to the Imagining Queer Bandung project and to the filmmakers, curators, and peers who supported this film through every stage.
Thank you for being part of this ongoing journey. I hope Queer Exile moves you, unsettles you, or simply makes you feel seen.
XPOSED Queer Film Festival, Berlin 2024 Special Mention
USN Sardinia Queer Expo, Italy 2024 Winner Jury Award
Soura Film Festival, Berlin 2024 Official Selection
Fringe! Queer Film & Arts Fest, London 2024 Official Selection
Scottish Queer International Film Festival, 2024 Official Selection
LesGaiCineMad, Madrid 2024 Official Selection
FICI, Mexico City 2024 Official Selection
Ljubljana LGBT Film Festival, 2024 Official Selection
Queer Wave, Cyprus 2024 Official Selection
QueerTactics!, Vienna 2024 Official Selection
Queer Film Festival, Munich 2024 Official Selection
Cinema Queer, Stockholm 2024 Honorable Screening
Pink Life QueerFest, Ankara 2025 Official Selection
Soura Film Festival, Lisbon 2025 Official Selection
International Candlelight Film Festival, Tokyo 2025 Official Selection
Bendigo Queer Film Festival, Australia 2025 Official Selection
Selected Screenings & Awards
Credit
Camera and Editing Assistance Julian Curico
Sound Design Banu Çiçek Tülü
Original Music Aaro
ENANA
Poster Design Siwar Zulfiqar
Hamad Arabi
Motion Design Maksim Mau
This film is part of the Imagining Queer Bandung Project (Berlin, 2021), Curators: Popo Fan, Ragil Huda (of ‘Queer’ Asia), and Sarnt Utamachote. Artistic Directors: Malve Lippmann, Can Sungu.
With generous support from bi'bak, SİNEMA TRANSTOPIA, Queer Asia, Fonds Soziokultur, and European Solidarity Corps.
© 2025, Ahmed Awadalla